goin to sleep after writing this post.
jus some thots that had occurred all over these weeks.
i'm sorry.
sorry for everything.
sorry for promising u and doin that.
im really suffocating here. everyone is so freaking smart
i gt back my test and its nt good at all.
my gpa is falling way beyond wat i expected.
i need to mug.
and i am sorry that i agreed w/o thinking.
i jus cancelled date on one of my frens again.
ms choo i am really sorry.
oh man.
i am really very stressed here.
so i find that i whine and complain alot?
but alas when i whine
frenship sour?
if only u know i cried over this for so many times
losin your frenship has really been very traumatic.
but u don know. and i dono how to express it in words.
for the whole of today.
i was feelin very guilty.
sorry for nt accompanyin you.
wat the fuck am i doin?
at this rate maybe thats why my frens are diminishing and
i'm crumbling.
if only you know.
i jus wan things back to the past.
but it's nt possible.
bitterswt emotion. (:
